stand still

so my life currently seems as if time is at a standstill. i'm not sure if this is good or bad. so much is going on, so much is changing, so much is going to change. i'm just waiting for it to take off and then i'll be wishing time would slow down. the last month has been a challenge, thats for sure. i absolutely HATE thinking about the changes ahead. i don't like change. i like things and life to remain consistent. i love adventures, but i like knowing i can come back from the, with my normal life being intact and the same. i'm anxious to see what the next six months has to hold, yet, i think its going to hold so much more than i thought possible. i think God is leading me in a totally opposite direction that i had originally planned. that just goes to show ya, don't tell Him how you are going to do things. :) i'm learning, maybe one day i'll catch on. :P meanwhile, i'm sure He'll just keep chuckling as i try to run the show. the weekend is almost over, which means another full week at work. oh how i love my job. i don't want to leave it. i love working for people that have the same love i do for the God we serve. it makes things so much easier.

i'll leave you with this:

"Never be afraid to leave an unknown future to an known God" ~Corrie Ten Boom

(that lady had lots of wisdom, what a life she led!!!)